This morning I’m listening to Kanye West’s “My beautiful dark twisted fantasy”. I love this Cd. Kanye is the man. After continuously listening to this Cd, I have a new found respect for him as a producer and artist.
However, since last night I can’t seem to take my mind off GOD. I came home last night and start conversing with God. I told him “sometime walking through the door with no one to greet you is a lonesome feeling”, and God said, “I’m here”.
So, I told him about my day, I thanked him for his unexpected blessing, and I showed him a wound that I need him to close; also, I told him since “I got you here, what is it that you want from me”?
Why did I ask him that? Trying to figure out what God wants can be a massive challenge. But he told me something that I will never forget. He said, “I want you to hold on and trust me”.
Sometimes I find myself in some confusing situations that bring me to my knees even when I’m standing.
I told God, “Have you heard what they said about me”? Have you heard what a friend told my mother, have you seen last year’s newspaper publication”? He said, “I want you to hold on and trust me”.
I began to thank him in advance, he explained to me, “I’m not your pastor, your ex, your mother, your sister, or your friend, I’m GOD”!!!
He said, “I’m not here to play with you, your dreams, your pain, and your future.”
I began to tearfully praise him in a place where I was once captive in loneliness; In that same place I had my most memorable moment.
I know some people can relate, I know some people barely making ends meet, I know some people just lost a love one, just lost a car, a house, a friend, a job, but God wants us to “Hold on and trust him”.
I know some women are carrying pain like they carried their first born; God is saying “forgive them as I have forgiven you”. Ladies, God can’t use us and give us the desires of our heart when we bitter, messy, and angry.
I told God, I have every reason to hate or dislike a few people. Then he said, and I have every reason not to let you into heaven, I have reason to take my hand off you, but I won’t because you are MY CHILD and my love is NOT CONDITIONAL.
People I tell you, God wants us to treat each other better down here on earth, because the behavior we show him on earth; the gossip, lying, cheating, spirit of vengeance, murdering, lying, raping, and more. HE WILL NOT TOLERATE IT IN HEAVEN. So, most of us won’t get there.
As my mother told me, “You can’t get to heaven acting like Hell”. So, I forgive. I love. I hurt. I heal. I pray. And I strive to be better than I was 24 hours ago, every 24 hours ago.
Forgive someone today because you have no idea how God honors the person you love to hate.
“Hold on and trust him”.
Sincerely,
A child of God
Madam Prezident
HEAVEN AIN’T FOR YOU:
HOMOSEXUALS
Heaven may be for you
Bigots/ Murderers/thieves
Heaven may be for you
Liars/pedophiles/hypocrites
Heaven May be for you
Dead beat dads/who left innocent daughters behind
Preachers who condemn sin in the pulpit/ and make love to it/ when no one is around
Heaven may be for you
Slave owners/ who caged Negros/
Shipped them/ whipped them/ killed them/
Prohibited them from ever being A human being/ just to be your Nigger
Heaven may be for you
But, you Gays and Lesbians and Transsexuals
Who forget to repent for being/ who you believe you are/
You abnormal people/ sick people/ despicable people/
Who may have good souls/ kind hearts/ love thy neighbor/
Love God/ Pray daily/ and the only wrong you are guilty of is being born/
With your abominable self/
So try being some other gruesome thing/
That’s in the bible
Like a murderer/liar/or thief/
Cuz Heaven Ain’t For You
Homosexuals
By:
Madam Prezident
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Im a christian, and I know god love all who loves him no matter what you’ve done or if you are gay ect he does not judge, who are we to say , that decision is gods and gods only, we are only humans that always do wrong no matter what, but god forgives . his only son died for our sins so drop the perfect human because you are not, the only perfect one is jesus and god himself. We are all his children and no matter what humans say we know nothing, nothing, god only knows , so love each other before its to late, it’s to late when he’s here. Hell is a very bad place and I know where I’d prefere to be and it’s not there, why do humans mok him who are we to say we know all we are better than each other we pick who shall go threw to heaven , it’s a joke that makes me angry to think humans think so much of the selfs that we get to decide who shall love him, he decides not you ….so to all big headed people who think they are a higher person than others , learn learn what you say for god decides and only god, listen and he will tell you , mok and you will be sorry.
What does anyone think Of the horn sounds around the world , I was comming out of my clients house with my collegue and we heard the same sounds I said to her what on earth is that I thought a monster was comming but hearing it around the world it was the same sound. It’s true they are real sounds ,and it’s in reverlations please read.I also have pics of a rainbow with gods face under it , and also has anyone seen how many rainbows we have seen this year already I’ve recorded 23 so far don’t you find that strange also they last a long time and they are the full rainbow ,god … Is … Comming!